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Hypocrites. I can’t stand them. There is just something about a person saying one thing and doing another that makes my blood boil. In that vein, I have decided to create the “Hypocrite of the Year” award. Every December, I will name a person, in a leadership position within our federal government, who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings. Each recipient will join the “Unbelievable Hall of Shame” so as to create a record for all the world to see and, hopefully, learn from.

The 2009 Hypocrite of the Year award goes to U.S. President Barack H. Obama. Since taking office in January, Mr. Obama has committed himself to saying one thing and doing another. During the 2008 Presidential Campaign, Mr. Obama raged against then U.S. President George W. Bush, his policies, and his party. He opposed the surge in Iraq. He said the Bush Administration was too secretive. He vowed to close Guantanamo Bay. He said he would pass sweeping reform for our financial system. He said he would pull us out of Iraq. He promised he would help the middle class. Nearly a year into his Presidency, he has gone against much of what he said he would do and what he said he believed in. Key instances of Mr. Obama’s hypocrisy:

1. Escalation of the War in Afghanistan. He vehemently opposed the surge in Iraq. He said it wouldn’t work. He said it wasn’t worth it. Now he is surging the war in Afghanistan saying that it will work and that it is worth it. It isn’t; furthermore, he both believes and knows it. I believe that, if Mr. Obama were running for President today, he would oppose his own surge in Afghanistan with the same verve he did in the campaign. Hypocrite.

2. Bailouts without reform. Mr. Obama promised sweeping reform and overhaul of our financial system. It is one of the key reasons he won the general election. Since taking office, he has given Wall Street and the banks a free pass; no new regulations have been passed and no sweeping reform has taken place. The result? Banks have raised lending interest rates on consumers, foreclosed on their homes, increased their fees, and decreased lending. This, in turn, has caused a surge of the markets on Wall Street with record profits for the very people who brought America to its knees. Hypocrite.

3. No transparency. Mr. Obama promised transparency after calling the Bush Administration the most secretive administration in history. When he took office, he said he would release the White House Visitor’s log and the torture photos. Among his first acts included siding with the Bush Administration over the visitor’s log and setting a date for the release of the torture photos. However, after seeing the photos for himself, he blocked the release of the photos and won a court case against the ACLU. To this date, the torture photos have not been made public. Mr. Obama did, however, relent after significant pressure and release the White House Visitor’s Log. However, the release is limited in that it is not full disclosure. Hypocrite.

4. Healthcare reform. Mr. Obama said he wanted a single payer system and that, if elected President, he would make it so. Now that he is President, he has sided with the insurance lobby. At present, nothing being considered by Congress creates a single payer system. Instead, there is this notion of a “Public Option”; a notion Mr. Obama is willing to jettison in order for the “reform” to be passed. Hypocrite.

5. Guantanamo Bay. Mr. Obama said that if elected, he would close Guantanamo Bay within a year. His year is nearly up and he has conceded that the detainee facility will not be closed within that time period. In fact, it may not be closed at all. Hypocrite.

6. Nobel Peace Prize. Mr. Obama accepted the Nobel Peace Prize. He has acknowledged he doesn’t deserve it. Yet, he accepted the award, knowing full well that escalating a war is not worthy of a peace prize. Hypocrite.

7. Racism. He said his election was not about race. However, his actions say otherwise. His administration is filled with minorities at every level. His major appointments and high level posts have all nearly been minorities. Although I can’t say for certain, I believe his administration has a majority of minorities. To add insult to injury, he admonished a white police officer on national television for arresting a black man without having all the facts. Hypocrite.

Overall, it is clear that Mr. Obama says one thing and does another. It is unfortunate that a United States President does not have the backbone to stand for what he believes in. I believe that Mr. Obama believes that the escalation in Afghanistan is wrong, that a single payer healthcare system is needed, that our financial system should be overhauled, that racism is wrong, the Guantanamo Bay should be closed, and that he is not deserving of a Nobel Peace Prize. But in the end, if you don’t have the courage of your own convictions, you are, in fact, a hypocrite. It doesn’t matter whether I or anyone else agrees with those beliefs or not. U.S. President Barack H. Obama, the 2009 Hypocrite of the Year.

It’s a Jeep Thing

I bought and took delivery of my new Jeep Wrangler (JK) about three months ago. When I picked it up, it was a stock ‘09 Detonator Yellow Rubicon with a hard top and a 6-speed manual transmission. Since delivery, I have put over 2,000 miles on it, been on a couple of trails, and begun the process of upgrading it inside and out. I think I’m beginning to understand what “It’s a Jeep Thing” is all about. I knew I would be able to upgrade my Wrangler, but I had no idea just how “upgrade ready” one of these things were out of the gate. So far, I have upgraded the air intake, reprogrammed the engine for maximum performance, and installed billet pedals, grab handles, various security components, and a number of visual upgrades. I know others have done way more than me, but I am just getting started. My wish list currently includes KMC XD Series Black Wheels, an AEV Front Bumper, a WARN Winch, and a Borla exhaust system upgrade to name a few.

Upgrading a Jeep is a blast. There is something so cool about picking out what you want to do and doing the work yourself. It is even better, when it is all done, to drive it afterward. I’m glad I am not some mega billionaire that could buy all this at once. It wouldn’t be as much fun or carry as much meaning. To Jeep enthusiasts with suggestions, bring them on!! I’m just getting started and want (and need) the advice. Below are the upgrades I have done for my Jeep thus far:

Performance
All JK’s come with a 3.8L 205HP V-6 from the factory. It is a gutsy V-6, but there are a number of components I can upgrade in order to get the maximum amount of power out of it. To get started, I ripped out the stock air intake and replaced it with a K&N 63 Series High Performance Air Intake. I can only describe the stock unit as a serious piece of crap; the filter must be replaced at regular intervals and it is like having the engine breathe through a straw. It took me about 2 hours to put the new intake in, but I gained 8 horsepower. It may not seem like much, but I can really feel the difference, especially in 2nd and 3rd. After installing the intake, I reprogrammed the engine using a Superchips Flashpaq. Although this forced me to upgrade to premium gasoline, I netted 18 more horsepower. Between these two upgrades, I now have 231 HP, a little more than 10% increase in power. It puts a smile on my face, trust me. I can feel it and I can hear it. The sound from the engine is absolutely sublime now. I have more upgrades planned, most notably in the exhaust department.

Security
One of the coolest things about a Wrangler is how just about everything can be disconnected, removed, or folded down like the top, doors, or windshield. While this makes it an extremely capable vehicle, it also makes it a very “theft friendly” vehicle. Although I cannot entirely prevent theft, I have added a number of components to make it difficult. My defense is a hybrid of active and passive systems and includes a Viper alarm system with all options and sensors, wheel locks, a heavy duty hood lock (keyed to ignition), a locking gas cap (keyed to ignition), locks for the door hinges, and Lo/Jack. All of these components, in combination with one another, should be enough to deter most people from making my Jeep a target. However, if someone tries to take it or succeeds in taking it, they’ll have to deal with Z, one of my guardian angels. Z is why I have the Jeep in the first place and I share it with him, so he wouldn’t take too kindly to someone making off with it. My philosophy is… “You want one? Buy your own! This one is MINE.”

Visuals
Out of the box, the Wrangler is a rugged vehicle. I love that and don’t want to change it. However, from the factory, it is in bad need of customization. To make mine unique, so far, I’ve installed tinted windows, door sill guards, billet pedals, custom decals on the left and right, a gas tank door, and a “Hang on, I want to try something” warning sticker on the dash. LMAO. I can’t wait, though, until I can get new wheels. Metallic wheels just don’t go with yellow. I want that hornet color scheme baby!!!! The front bumper will make a huge difference as well. Not only is it visually stunning, it provides additional light (at night) and has a specific place for the winch. Oh, and anyone wanting to install the gas tank door, get ready to bring on the pain. If your hands aren’t small, it won’t be easy dislodging the base unit.

What’s Next
Wheels, bumper, winch; in that order. Yup, it’s in the order of cost. heh. Next summer I plan on getting a soft top so I can enjoy the trails without having to worry about the hard top. No matter what though, I love how much can be done to a Wrangler. Really, there is so much I can do, I don’t have to worry about “end state” since it’ll probably keep changing anyway (in my head, that is). For now, it’s a Jeep thing… and I’m beginning to understand.

John Swanagon’s Jeep in Various Stages

As delivered on August 24, 2009

Stock

Completed on October 12, 2009

Hang on, I want to try something...

Completed on November 8, 2009

Jeep Door Sill Guards

Completed on October 12, 2009

Gas Tank Door

Completed on November 8, 2009

Billet Gas Pedals

Completed on November 17, 2009

K&N 63 Series Air Intake

Completed on October 16, 2009

Visual Upgrades

If one were to look at Wall Street, you’d think the the economic boom of 90s was underway. The Dow is above 10,000, the NASDAQ is above 2,000, and the S&P 500 is above 1,000. All great news, if you are part of the investor class. But what if you aren’t? For everyone else, unemployment is at 10.2% and rising, gas is nearing $3/gallon, home values have plummeted to the point where many homeowners are underwater, healthcare costs are skyrocketing, and the costs for basic necessities keeps going up. Wall Street may be doing well, but for everyone else, the ship is sinking. Put another way, the majority of America is hurting.

Interestingly enough, Wall Street and Main Street have a symbiotic relationship. In other words, they depend on each other. The problem is that Wall Street doesn’t think so. Wall Street is up to the same old tricks of the past that created the “Great Recession” in the first place. To make matters worse, President Obama and the Democrats aren’t doing anything to curtail Wall Street. To a certain degree, it makes one wonder if the President has abandoned the very people who supported him, both financially and in the election itself. No matter what however, if Main Street fails, Wall Street will fail right along with it.

We’re on the brink. The economic recovery is likely to be a jobless one. If that occurs, America will be bankrupt. You can’t have rabid unemployment and expect a robust economy and a strong country. This must stop. America has to go back to building things again. We need to innovate again. We need our pride back (i.e. “Made in the U.S.A.”). And, we need to stop shipping jobs to other countries just so Wall Street can make a quick buck. We also need to put a stop to derivatives trading, micro-trading, margin trading, and bailouts.

It’s time for Main Street to issue a resounding correction to restore the balance. Main Street has the power, but it must be claimed. We have to band together and demand change. It is obvious that President Obama and the Democrats aren’t going to do it. So, let’s force ‘em. Let’s tell them that we’ve had enough. If we need to bring things to a halt in order to restore what is rightfully ours, let’s do it. We are a great country on the brink of ruin. We can’t let that stand. Let’s pull ourselves up off the mat and show our leaders and the world what we’re made of. I know we have what it takes because we have done it before. It’s our choice. It’s your choice. What will it be?

Just do it

Nothing is more provocative or action oriented than those three simple words — “just do it”. Yes, the good folks on Nike’s marketing team came up with a brilliant tag line; but it is much more than that. In just three short words, one describes what is required to overcome adversity, to let go of one’s fears and worries, and to move forward with strong conviction. Just do it, put simply, is to gather up every bit of inner courage and try. Seriously… what is the worst thing that can happen?

I remember my Dad saying “just do it” when I was too scared to ask the girl to homecoming. I remember my Taekwondo instructor saying “just do it” when I didn’t want to break cement with my hand. In both instances, the question was “what is the worst that can happen”. In looking at it that way, really, what was the worst thing that could happen? Could she say no? Yes. Could I break my hand? Yes. But… what if she says yes? What if I break the cement instead of my hand? Choosing to try is choosing to succeed; choosing to try is choosing to overcome those fears instead of letting them win. In the end, I got the girl and I broke the cement; the score: Me 2, My Fears 0.

So, if you are sitting on the fence, just do it. Enough already. Choose to try. What is the worst thing that can happen? Could something bad happen? Absolutely. But what about something great? I have found, in my life, that trying far outweighs not. I have found that even when I fail after trying, there is a worthwhile journey there. Life is about choices. If you choose to try, you will never feel regret and you will likely get more than you would otherwise. So before saying no… before giving up… before surrendering to the fears… think of what you are saying no to. If what you are saying no to is too much to give up, just do it. Take a chance. Sometimes a leap of faith is what is needed to move forward. Just a thought.

My phone number is unpublished and is listed on the national “Do-Not-Call” list. I have anonymous (and blocked) call rejection turned on.With all that, you’d think it would keep unwanted callers from bothering me, but no. To some people and some companies, they don’t care. They’ll call and call, harass and harass. Some go as far as to fake a caller ID and call repeatedly until you buy what they are selling. Seriously, in today’s day and age, what is up with that?

Instead of putting up with harassing phone calls one more day, I decided to have my number changed. Yup, a quick call to Qwest got me a new number and over $100 in monthly savings by bundling TV, Phone, and Internet together. Hey, at least I got something after more than 6 months of trouble. This time, though, nobody but my family, friends, bank and employer will get my number. I don’t want anymore calls asking for John and demanding I buy this or that… or calls from New York where “Boiler Room” type people try to sell me this stock, that stock, or some kind of ridiculous commodity. No, I’m done and I’ve had enough. I tried polite and I tried nice. It didn’t work. The calls kept coming in. Well, no more.

You know, as someone who designs communications technology, I am appalled by how a few bad apples choose to employ it. Outgoing calls can be great for consumers and businesses alike, especially with technologies like reverse 911 and Avaya’s outgoing call system that doesn’t get you “silence” on the other end while an agent is being located. However, harassing people during dinner or while they work is downright wrong. Faking a caller ID in order to pose as a certain company or individual is pure fraud. There should be more security on our phone network, but there just isn’t; at least not yet. At some point in the near future, this kind of stuff will become a thing of the past. Unfortunately, for now, those of us who can’t deal with one more harassing phone call will simply have to get a new number.

The majority syndrome has been infecting our government for decades. It is the leading cause of massive deficits, a national debt out of control, unnecessary wars, and a government in deadlock. What is majority syndrome? It is a type of “cancer” characterized by a political party so obsessed with their majority status that they accomplish nothing for those who elected them and eventually abandon their ideals and principles to simply stay “in the majority”. Symptoms include severe pandering, electioneering, broken promises, corruption, an inability to accomplish anything of significance, on-going debate to prevent legislation from passing, and constant blaming of the minority party as a reason for nothing getting done. Sound familiar?

The two major political parties in the United States, the Republican and Democratic Parties, both have had majority syndrome; one is currently healing the damage caused by it while the other is catching it.

When the Republicans took over in 1994, they brought swift change to the government in an effort to cure the effects caused by majority syndrome. However, they ended up catching it. By 2006, the Republicans were just as corrupt as the Democrats had been. They tossed their values right out the window with people like Larry Craig and Mark Foley, they destroyed the balanced budget and the very idea of a balanced budget, they doubled the national debt, they supported two unnecessary wars, and they orchestrated electioneering in Texas and Colorado in an attempt to ensure — what Tom DeLay called — a “permanent majority”.

Fast forward to today. The Democrats are now catching majority syndrome once again. Look at people like Harry Reid and Nancy Pelosi. Speaker Pelosi — I believe — lied about reports of prisoner abuse during the Bush Administration so that she can blame Bush and the Republicans for everything in an effort to keep her job as Speaker. Senator Reid panders to every Democrat and Independent in the Senate so that he has “60 votes”; yet, he watches as those votes equate to no real power or influence. After watching this dynamic for almost three years, nothing has changed. Deficits continue to exist, pandering is in full swing, nothing has changed with Wall Street, two unnecessary wars continue to rage, and our national debt is making America look like a joke to the world.

I wonder, at what point will we say enough is enough? Will there ever be a day where we elect people rather than parties? Political parties accomplish nothing. They push agendas that don’t help our country or the people of our country. I recently registered as an unaffiliated voter in Douglas County, Colorado to rid my own self of the party system. I am neither a Democrat nor a Republican and I won’t vote based on party. Rather, I will vote based on the person. I will vote based on what a person says and does. Honestly, I think that is how we should elect our representatives. Had we done so in 2000, 2004, and 2008, our country and really, our world, would be a better place today. We need accountability — and we are not going to get it by electing parties. We need to hold each and every one of our elected representatives accountable. We can’t do that if we try to hold a party accountable because what we get is a simple turning of the tables; one day Democrats another day Republicans — always the same result — majority syndrome.

You know, not being a member of a party will hurt my chances of becoming a Congressman.  But hey, I would rather lose doing the right thing that win doing the wrong thing. It’s like being hated for who I am rather than loved for who I am not. At some point in the future, I believe the American people will begin electing independents that answer only to their constituents and not a national political party. When that day comes, a new day will dawn in America and our future will be bright indeed. Think about it. Vote on it. Your vote matters. One person can change the world. It’s like lighting one candle and then another and another… pretty soon you’ve overcome the darkness.

Having Faith

Faith is extremely powerful. It can move the unmovable, it can stop the unstoppable, it can penetrate the impenetrable, it can shake the unshakable, and cure the incurable. Even so, faith is difficult for it cannot be seen nor can it be heard. There are many who don’t believe in it and even more that say they have it only to abandon it the minute it is tested. Yet, I have seen faith beat cancer, let people walk again, bring people together, and do things I never imagined possible.

So, why then, is faith so difficult for people to have and to grasp? Why is it so hard to believe that there is more to what we can see, touch, and hear? Is sight all that we are? People can’t see radiation, but it is there. People can’t see God, but he is there. [Most] people can’t see God’s angels, but they are there. I think it boils down to faith being a difficult concept to grasp. After all, we tend to rage against anything that challenges our beliefs. So, at our present stage of development, if we can’t see it, feel it, analyze it or break it down, it doesn’t exist. I guess that fits our historical patterns, right? I mean, wasn’t the world flat at one point? Come on.

Regardless of how one feels about faith, it is hard to deny it. Just recently, I saw a scientist trying to describe near death experiences as simply neurons firing in the brain at the time of death. These same people have told people I care about they’ll never walk again, or that they’ll pass away in six months from the cancer invading their bodies. Why then, can people describe, in detail, what doctor’s were doing to them from “above” their bodies while they were dying? Why then, does somebody walk again? Why then, does somebody beat the cancer? Why then, can I see and talk to my angels and know things that I wouldn’t — or perhaps shouldn’t — in any “traditional” sense?

Having faith is difficult. It is difficult to, without reservation or hesitation, believe in something you can’t see, can’t hear, and can’t feel. Honestly, I think faith is natural part of the universe and that God made it difficult for us on purpose. I think he made it easy for people to give up, easy for people not to believe, and easy for people to be mean. He made it hard to have faith when you lose a loved one, hard to be a good person in a sea of mean people, hard to persevere under trial, and hard to trust when a leap of faith is required to move forward. I can’t recall how many times I have wanted to cash in, give up, throw in the towel, or… worse. Yet, having faith is the only thing that has pulled me from the brink and I’m not alone.

To have faith, all one has to do is believe, with every fathom of their being. Believe that God exists. Believe they will walk in. Believe the cancer will go into remission. Believe that miracles do happen. Believe there is more to what they can see, hear, and feel. And that is the difficult part; especially when the chips are down and the standing eight count is being issued. If you want to overcome the impossible, you must have faith because it is the impossible where the scientists and skeptics give up. They want to believe we don’t have souls. They want to believe cancer can only be cured through medicine. And, they want to believe that someone with a disability can never overcome it. As for me, I have faith. I know that I understand not even one percent of what is around me, yet I know the other ninety-nine percent exists. It’s called faith and you must have it if you want to see the universe around you. Imagine that, faith leading to sight! Of course, those that see the world through the present lens of science will think I am crazy or some kind of a lunatic that should be locked up. Well, I wouldn’t be the first, I won’t be the last, and it doesn’t change the fact that I am right.

It was a stunt

Balloon boy — can anyone say the most unbelievable stunt of the year?! Never before have I seen something so outrageous; and, never before have I been embarrassed to be from Colorado. Yet, there it was on Thursday and before the world to see, one of the biggest frauds perpetrated on the general public in a while. The Heene family wanted a show and they used their kids to try and get it. They staged a scene that created panic for a state, a nation, and a world. People from all over worried for the safety of a 6-year old boy who, had he been in the balloon, could have faced grave peril. The “staged” scene involved multiple law enforcement agencies and even mobilized the Colorado National Guard. Can anyone say irresponsible? Can anyone say reprehensible?

Upon watching the airborne balloon, I was skeptical about the situation. I just knew that boy was safe. I told others around me that he was safe and hiding at home in the house. I also said that “something wasn’t right” with the boy’s family and considered calling the Sheriff’s Department, but didn’t figuring no one would believe me. Shortly thereafter, the balloon landed with no boy and hours later he was found hiding at home in the garage. Then — and here’s the kicker — the boy says they “did it for a show”. Unbelievable. Disgusting. And no, I am not talking about the boy. I’m talking about his parents, the people who are supposed to love him, take care of him, and be there for him unquestionably.

I don’t know about anyone else, but I am ecstatic that the Larimer County Sherrif’s Department will be filing charges against one or both of the parents. I hope the other law enforcement agencies follow suit. I strongly urge Governor Ritter to ask the Attorney General to charge the Heene’s for the state’s S&R expenses as well as to direct child services to investigate possible child abuse and child endangerment.

I may not be a parent; but what those people did was wrong. They used their child to try to score a reality show. Pathetic. Life is precious and children are a gift — a gift from God. You don’t do that! When (and if) the day comes I have kids, they will always be safe. I will never put them in danger and I will never use them. I will love them with everything I got, even if it costs me my life. How dare the Heene’s! I say they go back to California where that seems to be acceptable. Coloradans don’t do that. As far as this native Coloradan is concerned, [the parents] aren’t welcome here.

Puh-leeze

I tried to hold myself back, I really did. Unfortunately I just can’t, in good conscience, not object to Barack Obama being awarded the Nobel Peace Prize. I find him receiving the award deplorable. According to Alfred Nobel, the prize should be awarded to a person who “during the preceding year… shall have done the most or the best work for fraternity between nations, for the abolition or reduction of standing armies and for the holding and promotion of peace congresses“. Please, for all that is good in the world, tell me where Barack Obama did any of those things?

To be forthright, I do not support Barack Obama — the man. However, my personal feelings toward him have nothing to do with my objection to his being awarded the prize. The Barack Obama I see is a man who can move people with his speech alone as well as a man of good intentions, but a man with absolutely no leadership abilities or accomplishments under his belt. How does that lend itself towards a nomination for the Nobel Peace Prize let alone selection for it? To go a step further, where are the actions and the results to warrant and support such an award?

Barack Obama has not done a single thing to advance peace in the world. If I am wrong, prove it to me. The only thing he has done, in my purview,  was win an election by inspiring others to vote for him with words and phrases like “Hope”, “Change”, and “Yes We Can”. In what reality does that translate to advancing peace in the world? He vowed to make a difference to be sure, but it was merely a campaign promise. To date, he still hasn’t done one thing to advance peace in the world. The U.S. is still engaged in two wars, no new treaties have been signed, no alliances have been formed, and no accords struck.

In my opinion, he was awarded the prize for saying all the right things and for the “future potentiality” of him advancing peace in the world. That is what I find deplorable — the potentiality. How is it that one can merely speak their way to a Nobel Peace Prize? Whatever happened to having to earn it, to having to actually do something to advance the cause of peace? Honestly, if Barack Obama were to advance peace in the world during his Presidency or perhaps after it, I would support such an award; however, I don’t think we should be giving out peace prizes to people who simply talk a good game. There are tons of people in this world who can do that. They can talk the talk, but they can’t walk the walk. I believe Barack Obama falls into that category. I believe he talks the talk, but at the end of the day, he won’t walk the walk. He has shown it in every one of his actions to date. He folds under pressure, he refuses to take a stand, and he doesn’t do anything to “lead” people other than to point the direction from the rear (and from the safety of those in front of him).

To my great sadness, I believe the Nobel Peace Prize lost its luster, its prestige, and its distinction as a result of his selection. No longer will it be seen as valuable since anyone with good speaking skills can simply talk peace and be awarded it. If Barack Obama had any class, he would have said “Thanks, but no thanks”. However, like George W. Bush before him, he is on a power trip and thinks he can cure the ills of the world simply by being President. I’m sorry, but it doesn’t work that way. My hope, though, is that the good people in this world will continue to advance the cause of peace and prosperity despite the Nobel Peace Prize having no teeth. I’m sure truly good people will. I only know that, as one of them, I don’t need a peace prize in order to do something good. In fact, I’d rather not be recognized for it or given any attention. If I do something good, I’d rather someone just say thank you and pay it forward. But that’s just me.

Ready to Jump…

It has been a couple of months since I passed my 5th Degree Black Belt exam in São Paulo. My teacher, Senior Master Instructor J.W. Kim, is now saying it is time for me to teach again. I stopped teaching regular classes in 2006 and, instead, have been teaching private lessons with one or two people at a time. While this has been rewarding in many ways, Master Kim is looking to expand the school, which could afford me the opportunity to teach regular classes again. Although I am still an active instructor, I do miss teaching large classes, especially those for kids and teenagers.

In my seventeen plus years of teaching Taekwondo, I have been told by a number of people that I have made a difference in their kids’ lives or their own. One parent told me their son “found his confidence”, another told me that I would be “a great dad someday”, and yet another told me I “changed his son’s life”. An adult student told me I had a “special gift for showing or explaining concepts”.

As a student myself, I know — full well — the difference an instructor can make. I remember times when my instructors made a critical difference for me, especially when I was a teenager. When I was 15, my instructor told me I would one day “become President of the United States”. I don’t know why, but I still believe what he said; in other words, I still believe it is possible — even at 30. Motivating and inspiring others can change the world. Just some simple encouragement to a student might help them grow up to be the man or woman that cures HIV/AIDS, solves world hunger, or leads a nation into an era of peace. Heck, it could be as simple as helping someone believe in themselves so they can grow up to lead a normal life.

So, when Master Kim mentioned teaching again, I looked back on what I have done and who, by teaching privately, I might not be helping. As a result, I have decided that I’m ready to take “that jump” or “the dive” and make the commitment to teach again. I know I can get better as an instructor and I know I can make a difference. I don’t care if I help just one person — it would be one less if I didn’t. Plus, I’m fairly sure its what God wants and I’m not going to argue; although challenged with more than I thought I could handle lately, his love is considerably more present in my life. (I hope I continue to earn it!) No matter what, it should be an interesting ride, not to mention netting me a little extra money to upgrade my Yellow Jeep (something I consider a gift).

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